Still alive and kickin'

So, ya. My computer is not working correctly right now, so I have to use the schools computers over in Pelfery. Today has just been a drag. I slept most of the day, cause I was tired and angry and bored and just going psycho. Then I got up ( I missed dinner ) and came over to Pelfery to play the piano for a bit and then got on the computers. Then after I left the computer lab, I was walking down the hall to go to the stage so I could play the piano again, when my friend stopped me and asked me if I was doing alright. I said no and we had a pretty long conversation and I cried. Which I hate, cause it makes me feel weak. But afterwards I felt better cause I actually talked to someone about what was going one and I didn't say nothing, I said what it was exactly... in gentlier terms, lol, so I wouldn't embarrass myself anymore than I had to and then he told me about himself a little more and how he got through times like this and I appreciate that. I am so glad to have him as a friend. He inspires me, with his geniune love for God. And his perception that I wasn't doing good. I was surpirsed when he stopped me and asked me if I was doing alright. A lot of guys don't percieve these emotional spikes very easily. So ya, that was cool. Then we prayed together, while people were walking by, so it was kinda odd. But I didn't care, when you have to pray you pray however. Then we went our seperate ways after hugging and I walked around the campus for about half an hour. It was cool ( cold for other people who aren't use to cold weather ) and I was wearing a skirt and sandles so people would probably think that I was crazy or something. But the cold doesn't bother me very much. I love it. So I walked around for a while and just did a lot of thinking and felt a lot better. Then I walked around Pelfery for a bit and then stumbled upon my roommate Beth Ann and her boyfriend, my friend Arthur. We talked for a bit about movies and vampires who I liked and then I got to pick on him. Oh, ya. On the subject of Arthur, I was watching Lilo and Stitch: The series early this morning on Disney channel and I came to the conclusion that Stitch was like Arthur and it didn't help the fact that Arthur can sound exactly like Stitch. I think it's cool. Cause both are cute and adorable. Anywhos, I got done talking with them and feeling weird cause they were all cutsie together, lol ( I always feel ackward when people are like that ) and I went back to the computer lab and that is were I am. Right now. Just blogging and nothing else. Though my fingers are starting to hurt now, cause I've been typing this non-stop. Which I don't mind really.

So I am going to go now, cause I have nothing else to do yet. Boring boring boring. And facebook and myspace are all caught up and nothing new on there so I reallyhave nothing to do... unless I want to stare at the computer screen for a while before Pelfery closes at 11. I don't want to do that, lol. I might lose my mind even more than I already have, lol.

Peace out

~ Ashley ~